weird dream~~~

had a well weird dream last nite (accually the nite before)


it keep stucking in my mind... even before i go out with my family and friend, i will pray to god that i wouldnt see u in town~~~


i know i've put down... but when i think back, my heart will be like `sour` and butterflies in my stomach~~~ sometimes my tears is running down...


the dream is about FL go up to P and tell him how much she loves him and ask him out....P didnt say anyhing just hug FL.... when i turn around u appear infront of me and hug me, i was shock and my tears were running down (even u hava a broken arm)


to be honest, I'VE MOVED ON....
i've moved on a long time ago... is just fancy u was so hard...
tried so hard to talk to u and u walked away...
tried to forget u, u just stuck into my head....
sometimes i think u are very selfish, if u dont fancy me just let me go...


dont appear in my dream or around my head.... i'll just make me even harder to let go of u....


i just wanna to shout at u and say....

I AM IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ELSE, THAT PERSON IS NOT U

when the time is gone, the chance is gone~~~

`when the time is gone, the chance is gone` i commented on michelle's blog~~~
because of somethings happened that similar to the thing that i've been through and i really regret about it~~~


i am so angry at myself because i wasnt brave enough to make a move and the time had gone....
even now i am brave enough but he's gone forever~~~


to be honest, i really think that michelle needs to make a move...
of course... i dont have a right to tell u what to do....
but i suggest u go for it...


i just want u to know....
if any things happenned, u want to talk to someone or u wanna to borrow a shoulder....

I'LL BE THERE FOR YA

the last day of chinese new year 2011

the last day of chinese new year is also danni's birthday and it's also six-form open evening~~~

it was fun at danni's party but i'm sorry danni that i have to leave early~~~
i ate a lot of stuff~~~
and kidda feel like pregnant (jokes)

after that michelle's mum and SIR pick us up to go to school...
michelle was so nervours because of some reason and i kidda looking forward to it as well..
the first stop that i went was travel and tourism, it sound so fun and so intresting and because of my languages, it's like a benefit for me~~~

the second stop was health and social care...
the person that go before me kept talking to the teacher and i waited for 15 minutes then finally she went~~~

the third stop i went to business study, there's a fit guy in there and it was FUN...

the fourth stop is psychology, the teacher said it so intresting and it really stuck in my mind, i think i'll probably take that... and it was unlucky because stupid GEORGE BUSBY was there... he pissed me off so much.... and he better not take that subject...

the last stop was art... i like art just not sure about take it for A-LEVEL....

michelle's mum and SIR gave me a live home...
and as soon as i walk in the door~~~
my mum said..............................................
OH... U LOOK FAT~~~`


thanks mum.... i replied~~~

love u really mummy~~~~