what do u want me to do??

u always say i'm nothing, i'm useless...
u always say i'm lazy, i make u so angry...


but do u know what i did in school??
do u know i'm trying to find a part time job???
do u know that i'm trying to make u happy??


u always say i never save up, i always spend all my money to those useless stuff...


did u know that y i broke??
for who???
and for what??


i know i am useless in your eye, i am nothing in ur eye...
i did,i did try my best to not make u angry but sometimes u told me off infront of the relative and infront my friends...


do u know how i feel？？
u always just care about ur feelings...
what about me??
i am ur freaking daughter...


u always tell me how my cousin are good, how they are clever, always have As in exam...
but did u know that they are in malaysia, i'm in england....
did u know how stress am i...
about where to go after school...
about the exams...
but u never care...


money in my pocket, who to spend to and y... is my choice...
i've brought u 35 pound shirt for christmas ...
what it end up is u telling me off...


sometimes i just cant take it any more and move out...
if there is one day... I WILL


who's fault is it???
not ur fault... no...
is my fault...
is ALL my fault~~~~